Mouth of gold

So, last night was the first night in a week that I didn't sleep in the same bed as T it was weird. But I don't think that is why I had a weird dream....so here goes.

I was in a large room or building, and was talking to a group of people, as far as I could tell I they were co workers. Then we noticed a commotion and some men walked in and began to take us hostage. I walked up to my group and were yelling something to us about having a mouth of gold. I had been playing with my ring that I typically wear on my right hand but had put it on to ply left hand because my fingers were swollen. just as I was about to put it back on my other hand they yelled at us to kiss the ground cause they hopped it would turn our teeth to gold. when we did it once it surprising l did not work, so they made us put our lips to the ground....for hours. then eventually they let us go, and we all carried on normal conversation like nothing happened

Dream Journal

So one thing I noticed last time I did this was that in the process of doing the morning pages I began to have very strange dreams. So I figured that it would be interesting to keep track of them too.

Here we go

ok I am staring once again and this time I am going to finish. I should read the intro again tonight, but I have read it three times already, so I am sure that I understand what it says. I am going to read the chapters on Mondays. My morning pages are going to be done in the morning when possible.

a girls not so best friend

Whiskey. Would not be my friend...I forget just fast it makes me drunk.

The one upside of it is that it also makes me gutsy. It gave me the guts to have the "talk" with T. So we are dating, no more if the weird limbo thing where I didn't know if he was my boyfriend or not.

I still don't know what I want to do with my life now that I am free from the hell that I lived in for months.

So I am gonna give it one more try...

I am going to start The Artist's Way Journey again on Sunday night.

One of the main things that I am struggling with since I quit is the fact that there was no loyalt to me, when I had been nothing but loyal to them.

A new chapter.

So, I quit my job today. At first I was scared, now I am happier than I have been in a while. So I figure this is the perfect opportunity to really give this Artists Way thing a go.